disappointment. sadness. that's all i'm about now. today was horrid. had north zone finals. played with samantha. and i mean again. pressured myself too much to the extent where i screwed up totally. how bad can that get. but there are some really nice people who really helped me cheered up a lil. thanks dudes.
talked to him today. after so long. it's different now. how i wish the girl that he is waiting for currently, is me. but i think it's just my wishful part of thinking that he will wait for me. we spoke a lil only. a chemical reaction has taken place. is it reversible? i really wanna know. the sun still shines every morning and it's time i get on with life. i've tried. i did. did everything to make me forget. but i just got to face up to reality. i cant. i dont care which girl is by his side now. at least i know that he still exist in me. i still do love you.
snbt: i'm really sorry that i didn't do my best today. we are still the strongest team i've ever seen. so after this warm up round of zonals. get ready to meet the real world of nationals. and this time we are so gonna make our way to the champion title !
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